07.25.10
Music relief
Its so hard to feel a sense of empathy or to even care about anything when you’re so bitter. Last night I was asked 101 questions about my personal life and the assumption from my interogator (who happened to be my cousin, bless her soul), was that I must be so unhappy with my life because I don’t have a man…
I loved her innocence in assuming that, but it sadly made me realise one thing – my bitterness from one situation was holding up my happiness for another. So I’m going to try my hardest to let go of it and to do this I started listening to music to soothe my mind and stop the constant analysing of thoughts, emotions, actions…the last song stuck in my head was Beyonce singing Ave Maria – not sure if its the best song choice but its helping me to think a lot simpler! Thanks Bee 
For the record, I havent been looking for a man and Im happy with my life just the way it is…for now at least.