Archive for Rants

07.25.10

Music relief

Posted in Rants at 11:01 pm by

Its so hard to feel a sense of empathy or to even care about anything when you’re so bitter. Last night I was asked 101 questions about my personal life and the assumption from my interogator (who happened to be my cousin, bless her soul), was that I must be so unhappy with my life because I don’t have a man…

I loved her innocence in assuming that, but it sadly made me realise one thing – my bitterness from one situation was holding up my happiness for another. So I’m going to try my hardest to let go of it and to do this I started listening to music to soothe my mind and stop the constant analysing of thoughts, emotions, actions…the last song stuck in my head was Beyonce singing Ave Maria – not sure if its the best song choice but its helping me to think a lot simpler! Thanks Bee :)

For the record, I havent been looking for a man and Im happy with my life just the way it is…for now at least.

Family time

Posted in Rants at 4:50 pm by

I’m in a shit mood today…all over some stupid guy! No need for details but you know when everything is going fine and then suddenly you read or hear something and it puts you back into that place you don’t wanna be, well that’s where I am at the moment..arrggh and I freaken hate it!!

He’s an assh*le I’m trying to erase from my memory, I was almost close and then back to square one – any remedies to help with this? I think a run with the dog will help clear the mind and rid me of this insanity